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today is the 18th of november. <3 today.

Fri, 19 Nov 2010 02:23:00 +0800

today go to plaza sing with deary to watch harry pot-head. super awesome nice show this time. no more nonsensical bullshit crap talking story. just action death action and more death. totally loved the way they portray it perfectly. everyone is old and pot-head loves to get naked. on broadway naked now on movie also wan naked. bloody flasher!!!! =x hahahas

dear had understood all ur mistakes. learnt from them. grow from them. i love her always. i never did not loved her. i was never angry never frustrated never fierce. i only felt sad or dissapointed in her. i expected the unexpected. thanks to good friend max. she understood all her mistakes. she got back to being herself. thats y i love her. its because because of me, she is willing to sacrifice abit. just abit to make my happy. for us to last long. love trust honesty and commitment.

i love bao xian. i loved her. i love her. and i will still love her. =D

I love 10/11/2010 and i love you!

Wed, 10 Nov 2010 23:56:03 +0800

its the 10th of november 2010. One month since we were together. I still clearly remembered how i proposed to you. Totally overjoyed. Now a month has past. Many things happen between us, both good and bad. But we move on learning from our misrakes. Appreciating our happiness. No one is perfect. U and me both aren’t perfect. But being together all we felt was perfection. I love your thoughtful surprise, your awesome present. Every bit of it i will treasure. Even if we dont know our future we can build it together. I love you bao xian. =D

HATE it when she dont tell me things. but i love her.

Mon, 25 Oct 2010 01:32:00 +0800

going to watch this show soon. totally love reading the book -already bought it- awesome story line. hmmmm today totally enjoy myself with dear and her friends. go cineleisure and orchard central. bought her a shirt. first gift i actually bought for her since we are a couple. somemore the shirt is something like the shirt she wore that i pass to her =P HAHAHAS. <3 her to the max today. even though she was really disappointed in me, i hope i can change myself abit to allow myself to please both her and her friends. HAHAS!!!!~~~ nothing much to post le bahs. what i realise today is the level of volume of her voice is so loud that even at an arms length away i still can hear clearly …

i dont know.

Sun, 24 Oct 2010 04:34:19 +0800

for the past few days all i got was lots of “i dont know.”

what do you take me for? am i just there? y cant you tell me anything?

isit really that hard for you to say things?

if i dont know how am i suppose to help?

am i just your boyfriend just a label?

am i just someone?

cant you explain things?

cant you just tell me whats on your mind?

must you tell me all kind of excuses when end of the day you say your disappointed in me in ALLOT of things.

i realise the more time i actually spend with you.

the more i dont understand you.

open up to me, i am here, for you, always, i love you, that 3 words changes everything, dont make it stop you.

p.s back from helena’s party yeah. going to bathe then sleep. just wanted to write stuff on my mind on this tumblr. if you read this dont be sad please. i dont know what happen YET or what is happening. but i am willing to solve it. anyway possible. oyasumi nasai, sweet dreams, love ya <3

i love you bao xian. the amount of love and warmth u gave me...

Tue, 19 Oct 2010 01:13:59 +0800

i love you bao xian. the amount of love and warmth u gave me today is so much i cant even embrace it. thanks for coming all the way to my house to see the-already-ok-sick-me. thank you very very much. and singing ktv with u and friends was equally as awesome.

it doesnt matter how much it hurts u that ur parents cant find out about us. the main point is that you and me. we are together. you are mine and i am yours. they will eventually find out but by then we might even stand a chance to stay together. being negative and say it will never work out if your mum finds out is wrong. if you actually hang with her more. understand her more. getting bonded with her more. she might change her mindset of not allowing you to have any boyfriend.

looking forward and never back. past is past. present is present. future is future. we never know exactly what or when anything could happen. it just. like how i fell in love with you.

i hope really to stay together.

Mon, 18 Oct 2010 00:18:00 +0800

i hope everyday i dont need you to hide from anyone. to openly show your love for everyone. i dont want you to hide from anything from anyone. that day i hope will come. before its all over. i dont want the things between us to be torn apart by anyone or anything. i want to hold on to you. every single step of the way.

and i got 1 news for you. happy 1 week. its 17th already. 7 days since the day you said yes. i will remember that day. how i was sincere and honest. you are the one. the only one. i love you bao xian.

Together Forever.

Sun, 17 Oct 2010 02:28:00 +0800

together forever. everyday and every night. be my baby. be my only one. be the love of my life. i dont want you. i need you. your my everything. everything i am thinking of. i dedicate my time to you. appreciating everything else in return. i will be there for you. each moment and time. as life passes by. i hope its you that is spending it with me. i love you. 3 words that is only for you.

i need you. it isnt a want. your not a thing. i appreciate the...

Sat, 16 Oct 2010 01:39:30 +0800

i need you. it isnt a want. your not a thing. i appreciate the little things you do for me. i love the time you spent at my house. even though i could tell you are very tired. you always dont want me to worry about you. thats love. its love that make u not wanting to make me worry. love brings us together. i love you bao xian. very very very much. so dont be sad. i want you to be happy always.

what isit that actually is happening? jealousy? anger? sadness?...

Fri, 15 Oct 2010 01:14:44 +0800

what isit that actually is happening? jealousy? anger? sadness? cant you all just be happy for me once? just hey shaun congrats u got a gf. when wanna bring her out to join us? instead i get bullshit and nonsense which i do not even want to hear. i make the effort to plead and beg. to get my gf and her 2 other friends to come all the way from woodlands to town. y? just that i can hang with my friends. what did i get? fucking attitude problems. i ask u when u with ur gf? did u spent abit more time with her? did u fk care me? when i ask u out just to see ur gf? dont tell me NO. what did i do? i say things like “hey have fun, dont miss me, lets go out another time.” what did u say to me? “so u hack care about us le la?, 100% attention to ur gf le la” come on dudes. ur not 10 year old kids that need a maid where u go to tell u what is right and what is wrong. understand me abit more. i MADE the effort to persuade them to come hang with u all. what did i get in return. “sorry i at home sleeping” “oh i wanna watch my show at home 3 then i go -when its 3 30-” “3 45 oh i leaving my house le, see u at bugis -wasnt it somerset?-“

im disappointed and sad.

love makes us do many silly things. like calling u in the...

Thu, 14 Oct 2010 00:20:39 +0800

love makes us do many silly things.

like calling u in the middle of the night and shout “i love you” repeatedly.

like traveling from one end of singapore to the other end just to see you.

like mentioning u in every thing in my life.

like listening to your sweet voice on the phone makes my day.

like loving u was all i was meant to do.

your my hope in life. do not doubt that. i wont doubt that. fun...

Tue, 12 Oct 2010 22:08:53 +0800

your my hope in life. do not doubt that. i wont doubt that. fun filled day today. been a long long nong nong time since i met yup with my 2 sisters; angelia and helena; had so much fun laughing and playing around with them. first day of school today. awesomely get caught for long hair. like DUH … my hair is like … longggggg lmao!!!

tmr wont be going to find dear. she needs to study larrr. everyday go find her later she cant study =x end up draw my face on the paper!!!! hahahas!!!!!

and yes we are official on facebook le. weeeeeeeee~~~ happy~!!!

everyday u sleep. u sleep sleep sleep. y? because you are tired....

Mon, 11 Oct 2010 23:08:12 +0800

everyday u sleep. u sleep sleep sleep. y? because you are tired. y? cause u pei me =D. just to spend that extra time with me you sacrifice your sleep. fighting back ur tiredness =D. i thank you so much for it. yes this few days will be abit hectic but i will still try my best to be there all the time. no matter how rush isit for me. your worth every second of it. ^___^

no matter how long. no matter the reason. i will wait for you....

Mon, 11 Oct 2010 01:28:29 +0800

no matter how long. no matter the reason. i will wait for you. =D dearest loves. back in singapore already. totally not used to it here. even though i miss everyone here. the comfort of hong kong’s country side is something i will miss. friends i made during the trip there. not to be forgotten through this amazing adventure we shared.

dearest loved one. you need to study hard. for your own sake. i know its tough. i know its hard. that is why i chose to stay by you. anytime you are in need of someone. i was there to say “hey cheer up don’t so stress!” so only for this few days. preserver through this ordeal u need to conquer. i miss you baby love.

i promise u happiness. even though in the future we might...

Sun, 10 Oct 2010 02:37:33 +0800

i promise u happiness. even though in the future we might quarrel. we might be angry at each other. we MIGHT. i just want to remember the time. the time u said yes to me. the time i hold your hand for the first time. the time you made me wait for 1 second that my heart nearly exploded. the first time you let me kiss you at 11:11pm.

i just need to remember those things i did. i will remember how much i love you. that i would never let you go. lets all hope that this is going to be my last. and only. saranghae <3

even though it was such a rush. it was all worth it! just seeing...

Sat, 09 Oct 2010 01:37:53 +0800

even though it was such a rush. it was all worth it! just seeing you. smiling while waving at me while i walked towards you. it makes all the tiredness and frustration disappear! i love the time spent. even though it was short. it was simple. it cleared all the misconception i had. it just tell me clearly. loving you would be what i would be doing. nothing less nothing more. i cant wait for 9th to come at 12 midnight. you will be mine. =)

hello hello it started with a hello =D

Thu, 07 Oct 2010 14:00:46 +0800

hello hello it started with a hello =D

my world is yours. treasure it like your’s. ill be there....

Thu, 07 Oct 2010 00:03:21 +0800

my world is yours. treasure it like your’s. ill be there. anytime anywhere. for as you are my world now. watashiwa aiishiteru!!!! a few more days.

yes say yes. YES YES YES be a YES wo-man =D. im 100% undeniably...

Wed, 06 Oct 2010 01:24:57 +0800

yes say yes. YES YES YES be a YES wo-man =D. im 100% undeniably in love with you. give me that chance. give me a chance. a chance to prove to you. that i would love you. the future is written in the present not past. do not let your past shroud over your future. i promise you that being with me would ponly bring you happiness. 10th of october will be both a start and an end. a start to us and an end to your past. i will be your light. the light that will shine over your shadow. i love you.

niceeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~

Tue, 05 Oct 2010 13:21:30 +0800

niceeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~

my bike to come after i get the license. ill ride u anywhere u...

Tue, 05 Oct 2010 12:33:19 +0800

my bike to come after i get the license. ill ride u anywhere u want =P just dont scream too loud into my ears the first time u are on it with me =x